Not Here - (Gina Amalia)
NOT HERE-1
The girl looked at the rain with empty strips, not know what she had to do until the ringing on her phone sounded.
"Alen sorry I can not get your shuttle, Vanya parents suddenly out of town and they leave the Vanya the same I. He did not want to stay "
Alena just smiling looking empty in front of him. Vanya again it is rutuk in the heart.
"But bi here ra-"
"Len I closed Yes, Vanya asked to be accompanied watch"
Tut tut tut
without feeling, Bian disconnected his phone connection unilaterally Alena decided to step through the rain with a leisurely walk, the surroundings are quite deserted until he is free to remove clear fluid that blends with the droplets falling from the sky.
***
This morning Alena wakes up with a state of unfriendly body, slowly she takes her phone and informs her friend that she can not get into school because of illness.
Just say stupid Alena because it was raining overnight because Bian could not pick her up. Love is blind is not it? Because sometimes the people who are in the Cuingkuhi still want to reverse with his ex.
Same with Alena.
For Alena, Bian is the priority. No more place depends Alena besides Bian. It's just not to be aware of it all. Because Bian prioritizes vanya as his little friend. In comparison with Alena who is his girlfriend.
Alena and Bian have been in a relationship for two years. But no Bian attitude changed, Alena remained one of the second in her life. Which in the first position ya certainly Vanya. Bian say, Vanya is his friend since childhood and their house is adjacent.
Bian said the Vanya is often scolded until her mother beaten. Alena does not understand and do not want to know. Lying if Alena doesn't hurt. After all, who does not hurt if his own boyfriend cares more about other girls? Although the girl is her best friend, is it not? The Lord is all about the human heart.
Alena pulls her blanket. It was cold. The maid at her house was on vacation for a few days ahead, while her parents were in the other hemisphere. The midst of working with the pleasures of each.
***
Bian runs into Alena's room. He had just returned to school and went straight to Alen's house. The teacher said Alena hurts, originally Bian did not believe. But when she arrives home, the security of her house says Alena is sick.
In Alena's room, Bian finds Alena as the middle of the cold. Bian, he sits by bed. Her hand made a hair sheet that covered her beautiful face. Bian has wiped out the recollection of Alena's mind.
Warm.
Bian sighed. He went on to intend to find a meal for Alena, before a voice interrupts his ears.
"Don’t go" quietly Alena.
Bian is returning to his place, he is glorising and likened his height to Alena's still lying body.
"Why can fever?"
"I am waiting for you". Honest Alena
"Wait me?"
"Yes, last night you should be with me. But you prefer with Vanya "
" Len-"
" Why? Want to apologize? Free BI If you still repeat the same mistake without learning from the previous mistake. "
" Sorry "
" Who Sebenernya your boyfriend tuh who is bi? I or Vanya? "
"Sorry," Bian is not the head of regret.
Alena sighed, she stretched her hands.
"Here"
Bian quickly drew Alena into his ship. He wiped the hair of Alena gently.
"Excuse me Len"
Alena nodded. That's a Alena, too forgiving. And that's the second relationship, Alena will always be easy to be reluctant to make the problem even bigger.
"Do not prove again Len"
Alena just nodded in the dethe of Bian. Bian was smiling.
Chapter 2
Tears fell back from my eyelids, I could not prevent the tears continued to flow even though my lips tightly closed. Every time I remember all the things that have happened the tears keep dropping. I shrunk my tears, my face makeup will definitely be damaged if I keep crying like this. I don't want my eyes to look swollen tomorrow and invite Ask my classmates. Start baking my eyes slowly so I can quickly fall into a deep sleep and start tomorrow with enthusiasm.
I started the morning with a smile hoping that there would be no more events that would make my tears fall. I was confident hoping that Bian would accept me that morning. But in fact my expectations were wrong, I went alone to school in a hurry because it was already late. Yep! Sure enough I arrived late and I also had to undergo punishment around the field and respect for the flag. Unexpectedly, I saw Bian and Alena riding into the school gate. I can only smile softly to see them piggybacking. The sentence was over, I immediately entered the class and passed Bian's class, Bian saw me and immediately approached me.
Bian: "You're late?"
Van: "yes" I replied with a forced smile
Bian: "Have you had breakfast? With whom did you go? "
Vanna: "already, public transportation"
Bian: "You still have trouble with me?"
Van: "No way, hehe"
Bian: "So why did you blaze so much? "
Vannya: "maybe just your feelings"
Bian: "Okay, go to class there. I'll send you home later. I'm waiting on the soccer field "
I can only nod and keep thinking about the incident that I saw earlier, I'm always number 2. Why is everything unfair? Am I destined to continue to live like this? Oh, my God. Suddenly the teacher enters the class and announces that there is a new child from out of town. I ignored it, it's just that I heard the roar of my classmates. I was surprised there was someone sitting next to my bench. And it turns out it was a new kid earlier, he is a handsome man and deserves to be liked by many women. Instantly my thoughts about Bian and Alena just disappeared after I stared at the man's seconds. Instantly I felt comfortable.
Chapter 3
There hasn't been any interaction between me and the new kid, it's just that I'm comfortable around him and why don't I dare to say hello? I'm afraid he feels rishi if I ask him to chat. But my heart really tightens when I'm around him. Just so you know, he's handsome but scary because he's cold and doesn't talk much. After I investigate it turns out that the child's name is Ray transfer from a popular school in my city as well. He moved here because of his father working in my city. The bell went home, I immediately rushed to the toilet to wash my hands. After washing my hands I ran out of the toilet because I wanted to see Bian who said she would take me home and gubrakkk! I fell because someone hit me.
Ray: "eh, if you walk carefully, please!"
Vannya: "sorry-sorry, eh you're new kid right? What are you doing in the girls toilet ?! ”
Ray: "Yes, I was dying and I got in wrong because I don't know the plan of this school"
Van: "Where should I show you toilets?"
Ray: "You don't need to pretend to be good, my body hurts, you hit it"
The van "yes sorry I was in a hurry"
Ray: "Instead you have to help with the English homework the teacher gave me"
Van: "What ?! Do not want. I didn't mean it "
Ray: "must be willing! Where's your cellphone?
Van: "For what?"
Ray: "Here is my cellphone number, let me know when it's finished"
Instantly the van paused, feeling that he had just interacted with the cold guy. Mixed heart, and he immediately went to the field to wait for Bian. It has been 2 hours for the van to wait for Bian, but Bian hasn't come yet. Until the school was quiet, Bian still did not come. The van was getting annoyed waiting for Bian who didn't come, even in the chat there was no reply. Finally the van came home on foot while waiting for public transportation, suddenly there was a guy approaching using a motorcycle.
Ray: "What are you doing at this hour? "
Van: "Yes, just waiting for someone to pick up but not there"
Ray "let's go up, I'll take you home"
The van just gawked and confused what to do.
Ray: "Come on hurry up in the afternoon, later you can't work on me again"
The van went up and just kept silent, Ray asked the Van's address several times but the Van just kept quiet. He did not hear, what was on his mind was asking Tanya what is this dream?
Until finally Ray stopped his motorcycle and asked in an annoyed tone.
Ray: "Where do you want to go?"
Vanyya: "eeem for the African number 5"
Ray: "Why are you being asked from earlier, what micrin?
Van: "Sorry I didn't focus"
When he got home, the van got off the motorbike and offered Ray if he wanted to stop by for a moment. But ray did not want to because he wanted to hurry home quickly.
Chapter 4
I rushed in and lay myself on the mattress. I still did not expect that incident. My resentment at Bian just disappeared like it was Ray who healed everything. I immediately rushed to take a shower and complete my schoolwork. Suddenly the cellphone rang. Turns out it was a message from Ray.
Ray: "Hey, the task is over yet? Don't do anything! Watch out "
Van: "Yes, this is being bullied. Really picky ”
Ray: "That's good, I'll pick you up tomorrow. We go to school together "
Van: "What? Seriously?"
Ray: "Why? Do not want? Yasudah, I'm not forcing "
Van: "Well, don't be late, I won't be punished again"
Ray: "A lot of bargaining. Just wait for 7 a.m. "
Van: "em ok"
I really did not expect, just that is what is on my mind. Until where I will be picked up for Ray tomorrow. I immediately ride a motorcycle, and in the middle of the road it turns out the motor broke down. Ray and I pushed the motorbike and looked for the nearest garage. Until finally we found the garage and I was invited to eat porridge ray breakfast while waiting for the motor back to the same as before. When we eat porridge, for some reason ray is very good and always asks me to joke. I really am very happy and I feel he is a star in every darkness. Unlike Bia, who only became dark in my life. The problem with him yesterday was not taking me home he did not explain to me until this moment. And honestly, I'm starting to feel bored with my relationship with Bian, who has been around for years and still with the bad habits of monomer 2, right? But I don't care, I feel alive again with Ray's presence making my life colorful. I feel like I'm falling in love with ray. Shortly thereafter, the motorbike was finished and we rushed to school. Arriving at school, Bian and Alena saw me riding alongside Ray. Until finally I argued with Bian, Bian approached me questioningly.
Bian: "What are you doing going with another guy?"
Van: "none of your business"
Bian: "Obviously this is my business, you're my girlfriend"
Van: "What? Your girlfriend? haha I'm not your boyfriend, but I'm your stopover. Your business is only about Alena. It has never changed. I am tired. I want to end this relationship! "
Bian: "oh can you do that? You're evasive, you cornered me with Alena who you know she has nothing wrong, while you are having an affair with that guy."
Vannya: "whatever you say I do not care, you really can not accept your own mistakes can only delegate it to others! Starting from this moment, don't ever look for me again !! ”
With anger the van left bian and entered the classroom, in class he was asked by Ray about the relationship between the van and ray. The van could only cry upset and ray tried to calm. The van began to feel calm and fine after being calmed by Ray. Day by day the ray and van are getting closer but they don't have any status. Where one day, Ray invites Vannya to walk. They also enjoyed their trip, starting from eating at a favorite place, playing swing and staying by the lake. Instantly they fell silent and looked at each other.
Chapter 5
Ray: "You're beautiful"
Van: "Huh? What is it?"
Ray: "You're beautiful, I like it"
Van: "I'm so confused"
Ray: "From the first time I entered school, and until finally I sat next to you I felt there was something else. I'm always happy to be near you, I want to express this feeling for a long time but you have someone else. Now you don't have anyone. Can I be your girlfriend?
The van just frozen frozen, he didn't think that his feelings were avenged. He can only be silent.
Ray: "I can't hold on to this feeling any longer, do you want to be my girlfriend?"
Van: "I'm confused, I didn't think we would be this fast to start everything together"
Ray: "Answer, what do you want or not?"
Van: "Yes I want"
They begin to talk to each other about fun things and try to find out more deeply with each other. That day his Van was very happy to be a part of Ray's life, a man who could make him forget the darkness and bring brightness back to his life. Not feel it was getting dark, and they rushed home. Along the way, Ray held his Van tightly and said repeatedly that Ray loved his van and told his van to always smile under any circumstances. Arriving at his Van home, ray as usual immediately went home and said.
Ray: "I'm going home, don't forget to eat, don't forget to smile"
Van: "haha, be careful on the way"
Ray: "I love you, thanks for everything. Take care of yourself well, I'm always there for you under any circumstances "
Vannya: "Okay, I love you too. Come to the house yesterday! "
Ray started the motorbike and slowly moved his vehicle forward, smiling at his van and waving. The van immediately entered the house and he was clean body clean. After all, his van started to see his cellphone which showed at 11 o'clock that Ray should have informed him that he had arrived home from 4 hours ago. The van started calling Ray but couldn't be reached and tried to send texts but there was no answer. The van accidentally closed his eyes and fell asleep, his cellphone rang shortly and one of his relatives gave the news that Ray had an accident and died. Could not believe that ray accident and died because that day ray made his van very happy his van repeatedly tried to think positively, but many gave news that ray accident and died, immediately his van's heart felt broken to pieces after hearing the news. How could this happen to Ray while he just made him happy. The day passed very quickly but the van went through the day with sadness and still did not think that ray was gone. The van looks like it's lost its way because the mind is always filled with the last words of ray, as if it will keep ringing in his van's ear. Little by little the van began to be sincere about the departure of ray and did the last message that ray asked was to always smile under any circumstances, because the van always believed that ray was always near him even though the world of ray and van were different.
The girl looked at the rain with empty strips, not know what she had to do until the ringing on her phone sounded.
"Alen sorry I can not get your shuttle, Vanya parents suddenly out of town and they leave the Vanya the same I. He did not want to stay "
Alena just smiling looking empty in front of him. Vanya again it is rutuk in the heart.
"But bi here ra-"
"Len I closed Yes, Vanya asked to be accompanied watch"
Tut tut tut
without feeling, Bian disconnected his phone connection unilaterally Alena decided to step through the rain with a leisurely walk, the surroundings are quite deserted until he is free to remove clear fluid that blends with the droplets falling from the sky.
***
This morning Alena wakes up with a state of unfriendly body, slowly she takes her phone and informs her friend that she can not get into school because of illness.
Just say stupid Alena because it was raining overnight because Bian could not pick her up. Love is blind is not it? Because sometimes the people who are in the Cuingkuhi still want to reverse with his ex.
Same with Alena.
For Alena, Bian is the priority. No more place depends Alena besides Bian. It's just not to be aware of it all. Because Bian prioritizes vanya as his little friend. In comparison with Alena who is his girlfriend.
Alena and Bian have been in a relationship for two years. But no Bian attitude changed, Alena remained one of the second in her life. Which in the first position ya certainly Vanya. Bian say, Vanya is his friend since childhood and their house is adjacent.
Bian said the Vanya is often scolded until her mother beaten. Alena does not understand and do not want to know. Lying if Alena doesn't hurt. After all, who does not hurt if his own boyfriend cares more about other girls? Although the girl is her best friend, is it not? The Lord is all about the human heart.
Alena pulls her blanket. It was cold. The maid at her house was on vacation for a few days ahead, while her parents were in the other hemisphere. The midst of working with the pleasures of each.
***
Bian runs into Alena's room. He had just returned to school and went straight to Alen's house. The teacher said Alena hurts, originally Bian did not believe. But when she arrives home, the security of her house says Alena is sick.
In Alena's room, Bian finds Alena as the middle of the cold. Bian, he sits by bed. Her hand made a hair sheet that covered her beautiful face. Bian has wiped out the recollection of Alena's mind.
Warm.
Bian sighed. He went on to intend to find a meal for Alena, before a voice interrupts his ears.
"Don’t go" quietly Alena.
Bian is returning to his place, he is glorising and likened his height to Alena's still lying body.
"Why can fever?"
"I am waiting for you". Honest Alena
"Wait me?"
"Yes, last night you should be with me. But you prefer with Vanya "
" Len-"
" Why? Want to apologize? Free BI If you still repeat the same mistake without learning from the previous mistake. "
" Sorry "
" Who Sebenernya your boyfriend tuh who is bi? I or Vanya? "
"Sorry," Bian is not the head of regret.
Alena sighed, she stretched her hands.
"Here"
Bian quickly drew Alena into his ship. He wiped the hair of Alena gently.
"Excuse me Len"
Alena nodded. That's a Alena, too forgiving. And that's the second relationship, Alena will always be easy to be reluctant to make the problem even bigger.
"Do not prove again Len"
Alena just nodded in the dethe of Bian. Bian was smiling.
Chapter 2
Tears fell back from my eyelids, I could not prevent the tears continued to flow even though my lips tightly closed. Every time I remember all the things that have happened the tears keep dropping. I shrunk my tears, my face makeup will definitely be damaged if I keep crying like this. I don't want my eyes to look swollen tomorrow and invite Ask my classmates. Start baking my eyes slowly so I can quickly fall into a deep sleep and start tomorrow with enthusiasm.
I started the morning with a smile hoping that there would be no more events that would make my tears fall. I was confident hoping that Bian would accept me that morning. But in fact my expectations were wrong, I went alone to school in a hurry because it was already late. Yep! Sure enough I arrived late and I also had to undergo punishment around the field and respect for the flag. Unexpectedly, I saw Bian and Alena riding into the school gate. I can only smile softly to see them piggybacking. The sentence was over, I immediately entered the class and passed Bian's class, Bian saw me and immediately approached me.
Bian: "You're late?"
Van: "yes" I replied with a forced smile
Bian: "Have you had breakfast? With whom did you go? "
Vanna: "already, public transportation"
Bian: "You still have trouble with me?"
Van: "No way, hehe"
Bian: "So why did you blaze so much? "
Vannya: "maybe just your feelings"
Bian: "Okay, go to class there. I'll send you home later. I'm waiting on the soccer field "
I can only nod and keep thinking about the incident that I saw earlier, I'm always number 2. Why is everything unfair? Am I destined to continue to live like this? Oh, my God. Suddenly the teacher enters the class and announces that there is a new child from out of town. I ignored it, it's just that I heard the roar of my classmates. I was surprised there was someone sitting next to my bench. And it turns out it was a new kid earlier, he is a handsome man and deserves to be liked by many women. Instantly my thoughts about Bian and Alena just disappeared after I stared at the man's seconds. Instantly I felt comfortable.
Chapter 3
There hasn't been any interaction between me and the new kid, it's just that I'm comfortable around him and why don't I dare to say hello? I'm afraid he feels rishi if I ask him to chat. But my heart really tightens when I'm around him. Just so you know, he's handsome but scary because he's cold and doesn't talk much. After I investigate it turns out that the child's name is Ray transfer from a popular school in my city as well. He moved here because of his father working in my city. The bell went home, I immediately rushed to the toilet to wash my hands. After washing my hands I ran out of the toilet because I wanted to see Bian who said she would take me home and gubrakkk! I fell because someone hit me.
Ray: "eh, if you walk carefully, please!"
Vannya: "sorry-sorry, eh you're new kid right? What are you doing in the girls toilet ?! ”
Ray: "Yes, I was dying and I got in wrong because I don't know the plan of this school"
Van: "Where should I show you toilets?"
Ray: "You don't need to pretend to be good, my body hurts, you hit it"
The van "yes sorry I was in a hurry"
Ray: "Instead you have to help with the English homework the teacher gave me"
Van: "What ?! Do not want. I didn't mean it "
Ray: "must be willing! Where's your cellphone?
Van: "For what?"
Ray: "Here is my cellphone number, let me know when it's finished"
Instantly the van paused, feeling that he had just interacted with the cold guy. Mixed heart, and he immediately went to the field to wait for Bian. It has been 2 hours for the van to wait for Bian, but Bian hasn't come yet. Until the school was quiet, Bian still did not come. The van was getting annoyed waiting for Bian who didn't come, even in the chat there was no reply. Finally the van came home on foot while waiting for public transportation, suddenly there was a guy approaching using a motorcycle.
Ray: "What are you doing at this hour? "
Van: "Yes, just waiting for someone to pick up but not there"
Ray "let's go up, I'll take you home"
The van just gawked and confused what to do.
Ray: "Come on hurry up in the afternoon, later you can't work on me again"
The van went up and just kept silent, Ray asked the Van's address several times but the Van just kept quiet. He did not hear, what was on his mind was asking Tanya what is this dream?
Until finally Ray stopped his motorcycle and asked in an annoyed tone.
Ray: "Where do you want to go?"
Vanyya: "eeem for the African number 5"
Ray: "Why are you being asked from earlier, what micrin?
Van: "Sorry I didn't focus"
When he got home, the van got off the motorbike and offered Ray if he wanted to stop by for a moment. But ray did not want to because he wanted to hurry home quickly.
Chapter 4
I rushed in and lay myself on the mattress. I still did not expect that incident. My resentment at Bian just disappeared like it was Ray who healed everything. I immediately rushed to take a shower and complete my schoolwork. Suddenly the cellphone rang. Turns out it was a message from Ray.
Ray: "Hey, the task is over yet? Don't do anything! Watch out "
Van: "Yes, this is being bullied. Really picky ”
Ray: "That's good, I'll pick you up tomorrow. We go to school together "
Van: "What? Seriously?"
Ray: "Why? Do not want? Yasudah, I'm not forcing "
Van: "Well, don't be late, I won't be punished again"
Ray: "A lot of bargaining. Just wait for 7 a.m. "
Van: "em ok"
I really did not expect, just that is what is on my mind. Until where I will be picked up for Ray tomorrow. I immediately ride a motorcycle, and in the middle of the road it turns out the motor broke down. Ray and I pushed the motorbike and looked for the nearest garage. Until finally we found the garage and I was invited to eat porridge ray breakfast while waiting for the motor back to the same as before. When we eat porridge, for some reason ray is very good and always asks me to joke. I really am very happy and I feel he is a star in every darkness. Unlike Bia, who only became dark in my life. The problem with him yesterday was not taking me home he did not explain to me until this moment. And honestly, I'm starting to feel bored with my relationship with Bian, who has been around for years and still with the bad habits of monomer 2, right? But I don't care, I feel alive again with Ray's presence making my life colorful. I feel like I'm falling in love with ray. Shortly thereafter, the motorbike was finished and we rushed to school. Arriving at school, Bian and Alena saw me riding alongside Ray. Until finally I argued with Bian, Bian approached me questioningly.
Bian: "What are you doing going with another guy?"
Van: "none of your business"
Bian: "Obviously this is my business, you're my girlfriend"
Van: "What? Your girlfriend? haha I'm not your boyfriend, but I'm your stopover. Your business is only about Alena. It has never changed. I am tired. I want to end this relationship! "
Bian: "oh can you do that? You're evasive, you cornered me with Alena who you know she has nothing wrong, while you are having an affair with that guy."
Vannya: "whatever you say I do not care, you really can not accept your own mistakes can only delegate it to others! Starting from this moment, don't ever look for me again !! ”
With anger the van left bian and entered the classroom, in class he was asked by Ray about the relationship between the van and ray. The van could only cry upset and ray tried to calm. The van began to feel calm and fine after being calmed by Ray. Day by day the ray and van are getting closer but they don't have any status. Where one day, Ray invites Vannya to walk. They also enjoyed their trip, starting from eating at a favorite place, playing swing and staying by the lake. Instantly they fell silent and looked at each other.
Chapter 5
Ray: "You're beautiful"
Van: "Huh? What is it?"
Ray: "You're beautiful, I like it"
Van: "I'm so confused"
Ray: "From the first time I entered school, and until finally I sat next to you I felt there was something else. I'm always happy to be near you, I want to express this feeling for a long time but you have someone else. Now you don't have anyone. Can I be your girlfriend?
The van just frozen frozen, he didn't think that his feelings were avenged. He can only be silent.
Ray: "I can't hold on to this feeling any longer, do you want to be my girlfriend?"
Van: "I'm confused, I didn't think we would be this fast to start everything together"
Ray: "Answer, what do you want or not?"
Van: "Yes I want"
They begin to talk to each other about fun things and try to find out more deeply with each other. That day his Van was very happy to be a part of Ray's life, a man who could make him forget the darkness and bring brightness back to his life. Not feel it was getting dark, and they rushed home. Along the way, Ray held his Van tightly and said repeatedly that Ray loved his van and told his van to always smile under any circumstances. Arriving at his Van home, ray as usual immediately went home and said.
Ray: "I'm going home, don't forget to eat, don't forget to smile"
Van: "haha, be careful on the way"
Ray: "I love you, thanks for everything. Take care of yourself well, I'm always there for you under any circumstances "
Vannya: "Okay, I love you too. Come to the house yesterday! "
Ray started the motorbike and slowly moved his vehicle forward, smiling at his van and waving. The van immediately entered the house and he was clean body clean. After all, his van started to see his cellphone which showed at 11 o'clock that Ray should have informed him that he had arrived home from 4 hours ago. The van started calling Ray but couldn't be reached and tried to send texts but there was no answer. The van accidentally closed his eyes and fell asleep, his cellphone rang shortly and one of his relatives gave the news that Ray had an accident and died. Could not believe that ray accident and died because that day ray made his van very happy his van repeatedly tried to think positively, but many gave news that ray accident and died, immediately his van's heart felt broken to pieces after hearing the news. How could this happen to Ray while he just made him happy. The day passed very quickly but the van went through the day with sadness and still did not think that ray was gone. The van looks like it's lost its way because the mind is always filled with the last words of ray, as if it will keep ringing in his van's ear. Little by little the van began to be sincere about the departure of ray and did the last message that ray asked was to always smile under any circumstances, because the van always believed that ray was always near him even though the world of ray and van were different.
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